Best Noise EVER
And ML and I got to watch him take his first step on Friday after Thanskgiving. So cool.
View ArticleMy baby grew up!
My baby grew up- I think it happened overnight.I think it happened last week. He is walking. And changing almost before my eyes.I have a long long post in the works, looking back at his birth last...
View ArticleWhose blog is this anyway?
I've been thinking, Whose blog is this anyway?It was mine. but then he came.It is my story, but it feels so much like his story.They are so much the same, but oh so different.and I realize that I...
View ArticleMy Birth Story - a year later
This past year, especially this past month have been full of "last year at this time" memories. The most significant being in March, on our anniversary, when our ivf transfer occurred. Then on April...
View ArticleThese are the days
These are the days.The days of chaos and busy.Life is so full, and busy, and wonderful.Everything that I wanted it to be.Tomorrow marks none years of marriage to a man I love more than I ever imagined...
View ArticleI felt it!
I felt it! That most wonderful feeling. Finally. I felt it.and it nearly broke my heart.At a meeting, last week. My mom was with me to watch BC. It was one of her 'Thursdays with BC". Her car was in...
View ArticleThree years later
Mothers Day 2010 was my first post on this blog. It was a dark time of general despair about our future. Wow do things change. I will be celebrating my second mothers day on Sunday... There must be...
View ArticleThis Foxy Mama
I've been thinking a lot about this blog, this space, and wondering if i might need to revamp it. I miss writing so much, and I miss the community that I found here. However things are so different now...
View ArticleA love story
I am wanting to introduce baby cakes to the special story of how he came to be a part of our family. I've looked at some of the 'donor conception' books but they just don't feel right to me. So instead...
View ArticleMissing You!
Oh how I miss this space, this time to write, and YOU!There is much to share, but the thing that is on my mind at the moment is this:HBear is Pregnant.Her mom has been talking to my mom. She doesn't...
View ArticlePrivacy Please
Dearest Mom, Sissy, Bestie, and any of who know me in real life - I need to ask you a favor. I need this space back as an anonymous place to write. I am lovingly asking you to delete the link to this...
View ArticleIt Gets Messy
This past Tuesday ranks as one of the worst days of my life. Probably right after the Monday that we got the Azoospermia news. I can't even recreate it all in my head anymore, with enough detail to...
View Articletaking care of me
I signed up for a 28 day Soul Coaching program. It seemed a little bit 'out there' but a few women who I really like and respect spoke highly of it, so I figured, why not. A big flowered box arrived in...
View ArticleSoul Coaching - Life Assessment
One of the questions that I was asked in my application was "what is your life purpose?"I skipped it as I answered the other questions. because I didn't have an answer.I mean, the only life purpose...
View ArticleMaking a Committment
One of the reasons I signed up for the Soul Coaching program is because I want to be very intentional about the volunteer commitments that I am making. There are so many things that interest me, and...
View ArticleThe SHU
I've started reading the Scary Mommy blog and loved the recent post about how "Orange is the New Black Prepared me for...
View Articlethis and that
Happy 4th of July!Mr Fox just hopped on his bike to ride downtown. I'll pack little fox up when he wakes from his nap and meet him downtown for the festivities. So I find myself with a few minutes of...
View Articlecranky
Here to vent, so that hopefully I can get it off my chest and then fall asleep.I get so angry at Mr Fox when I am the one who has to be responsible for everything. Its not that he doesn't help, he...
View Articleno nonsense foxy
Its a Saturday afternoon. Little fox is napping, and Mr Fox is out for a ride. The laundry is running, the kitchen is tidied, and I am sitting her wondering what I should be doing. I've been wanting to...
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